Infinite Sunlight

I've gathered the stars for you. I've woven a cloak of infinite sunlight and strung the moon upon a chain for you to wear around your lovely neck. The world's a nightmare; I've made it as enchanting as possible. You refuse to make the dark your home. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights … Continue reading Infinite Sunlight

If the Truth Shatters

I'm done lying about who I am and what I feel to ease your mind. You ask me how I am and who and what I love. I will speak the truth. No more hiding to keep you comfortable. If the truth shatters your glass house, maybe you should've used a stronger material. Copyright © … Continue reading If the Truth Shatters

Screams, Aches, Longings

Screams. An itch, I twitch. Building up with each stroke against the keyboard. I ache. Aches. A soreness, I moan. Growing with every zero in my inbox. I long. Longings. An agony, I whimper. Overflowing with every time I wish not to be alone at night. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. … Continue reading Screams, Aches, Longings

1-800-273-8255

I am better; I still hurt. I am growing; I'm paralyzed. I am strong; My thoughts are darker still. I make jokes and laugh; I'm still dying inside. The difference now? I'm not alone. Call 1-800-273-8255 if you're thinking of ending it all. For more resources, here's a list of worldwide suicide hotlines. You are … Continue reading 1-800-273-8255

Kiss Me, Love Me

Kiss me, love me. Don't leave me out in this weather. Take my hand. I don't need a wedding band. Hold me, mould to me. Please, say our love is forever. Believe in us. You're the one I trust. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may … Continue reading Kiss Me, Love Me

In the Moonlight

In the moonlight, four horsemen, big and stout, swear on the stars to figure this Armageddon thing out. Humanity cheers. The sun shines and reveals the saviors’ forked tails and lies. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner … Continue reading In the Moonlight

Drums

I woke to the sound of drums. My ear to your chest, my fingers around your neck, I waited, listening, as the steady beat slowed. And stopped. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express … Continue reading Drums

Devil, Devil

photo found on adobe spark Devil, devil. If I say your name thrice will you come? Devil, devil. If you come, will you play nice? Devil, devil. If we play nice, will I end up wanting your tail in my mouth? Devil, devil. If I nibble on your tail, will you end up punishing me? … Continue reading Devil, Devil

Claws and Sighs

Claws, sighs, and sleepless nights.You have me in knots. I don't want you to stopThis burning in my chest. Copyright © 2019 by Nita PanAll rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the author except for the use … Continue reading Claws and Sighs

Mortal Mine

all images found on Pinterest mortal mine, you must accept the goddess inside before she devours you or you diminish her. oh, dear lady, I'm growing bored. darling little human, I'm about to walk away. Copyright © 2019 by Nita PanAll rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used … Continue reading Mortal Mine