If the Truth Shatters

I'm done lying about who I am and what I feel to ease your mind. You ask me how I am and who and what I love. I will speak the truth. No more hiding to keep you comfortable. If the truth shatters your glass house, maybe you should've used a stronger material. Copyright © … Continue reading If the Truth Shatters

October Snow

She's the first gasp of spring after the long winter months. I was an October snow: too much, too cold, too soon. Together we're the moon. Waxing and waning through the months and always there. Constant. Copyright © 2019 by Nita PanAll rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or … Continue reading October Snow

Keep Talking

Cold nights, dark streets lit dimly with faint yellow glows. I got to know your voice better than I ever knew my own. Slush and snow seeps slowly into my threadbare boots. You say hello in that soothing melody that is uniquely yours, and I keep walking. To where? I don't have a clue. But … Continue reading Keep Talking

Fizzy

When you look away blushing, my head feels dizzy. We talk for hours on hours. That closeness, that intimacy, sends me into a tizzy. For the life of me, I can’t explain it, but, I swear, your laugh tastes fizzy. Copyright © 2018 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof … Continue reading Fizzy

You, Us, We

I can’t stop thinking about - You. I thought it was my loneliness. I thought it was merely a desire for something simple, uncomplicated, platonic. I thought anything more would ruin - Us. What the hell is going on? A battle royale is exploding in my head, my heart. Doubt in myself, doubt that we could … Continue reading You, Us, We

Self-Worth (+Announcement)

I’ve got to grow up. I’ve got to make a decision. I’ve got to decide What’s important to me. I’ve got to decide If I’m worth it. Copyright © 2018 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express … Continue reading Self-Worth (+Announcement)