I am better; I still hurt. I am growing; I'm paralyzed. I am strong; My thoughts are darker still. I make jokes and laugh; I'm still dying inside. The difference now? I'm not alone. Call 1-800-273-8255 if you're thinking of ending it all. For more resources, here's a list of worldwide suicide hotlines. You are … Continue reading 1-800-273-8255


Stomach aching, body shaking. Can't you see the tears I'm faking? Cloudy eyes and clenched throat, I must be faking this hurt. Dizzy heart, out-of-body feeling, Why, I'm such a liar, aren't I? Darkened thoughts and empty soul, I'm such a liar, No one can hurt and not feel this much at the same time. … Continue reading Liar