Infinite Sunlight

I've gathered the stars for you. I've woven a cloak of infinite sunlight and strung the moon upon a chain for you to wear around your lovely neck. The world's a nightmare; I've made it as enchanting as possible. You refuse to make the dark your home. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights … Continue reading Infinite Sunlight

Kiss Me, Love Me

Kiss me, love me. Don't leave me out in this weather. Take my hand. I don't need a wedding band. Hold me, mould to me. Please, say our love is forever. Believe in us. You're the one I trust. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may … Continue reading Kiss Me, Love Me

You Are Madness

I feel you: deep in my bones drifting like a ghost through the walls of my crumbling home. Home: a place with four battered walls sunken in places from our fists. A thread of my best black dress is still stuck to a nail from where you shoved me up against the wall. You tore … Continue reading You Are Madness

What I Feel

I've screamed. I can't stop crying. I've gotten past the numbness, and all that I am now is a chest-ripping mixture of sorrow, love, and regret. I cannot see myself moving on. Even though you must loathe me, you were my home. I was the one who made the mistake of acting like a monster, … Continue reading What I Feel

Panic Chord

I started to feel a deeper soft fluttery joyous thing. Unused to such feelings, I let my fear of the unknown take over and I pulled the panic chord. I realized what I was missing a heartbeat too late. I spewed poison. I made her cry, and now our story might be over. My greatest … Continue reading Panic Chord

Only Me

With fire in her blood and a tongue that cut and soothed in the same breath, she had to be a dream. Whether she was blood-soaked or wrapped in gauzy silk, it didn’t matter. I’d worship her anyway. Kali in the flesh, she was a devil on the battlefield, and an angel in my arms. … Continue reading Only Me

Wilting, Wilted Rose

Watch me so I won't die, Or someone might see the tears I cry And the smatterings of crimson on my handkerchief. Kiss me to freeze time. Please, trap this moment, Own it, hold it captive in a jar. Take it out and caress it like you used to me When you get lonely. Call it … Continue reading Wilting, Wilted Rose

Dear Love

Dear Love, You hurt.  You make me cry.  You keep me up at night.  You shove me past the brink of no return.  You warm me.  You give me something to hold on to.  When I glimpse you, I never want to live life without you. Your exquisite agony is something I've discovered that I … Continue reading Dear Love

Whisper to Me

Whisper to me and tell my some lies. Don't walk away Because I know that's not all you can take. You got around to kissing me Goodbye on the and. I knew I'd see you again, But it's still so sad. Hold me.  Please hear me out! I can't stand if it's not the same … Continue reading Whisper to Me

Soul is Floundering

Spinning round, Never touches the ground. His head is grounded Yet his soul is floundering. He wants to touch her himself And not the beast inside him. The beast is all she can see anymore, Even though that isn't what they wanted it to be. Copyright © 2016 by Nita Pan All rights reserved.  This post … Continue reading Soul is Floundering