Patreon Lauch

I know I've been pretty quiet on here, but not for nothing. I've been writing and have completed multiple drafts of projects, am putting together a horror anthology, and have been preparing to launch my Patreon. I will be posting dark fantasy, erotic horror, and slasher romance short stories, poetry, novellas, and serialized fiction on … Continue reading Patreon Lauch

From Ashes to Magic: Deleted Scene

In celebration for From Ashes to Magic's release this upcoming Monday, I decided to dive into my files. Much to my joy, I found several deleted scenes from my short story in From Ashes to Magic, Life and Death. After going though them, I settled on my favorite bit that didn't make it to the … Continue reading From Ashes to Magic: Deleted Scene

Book News: From Ashes to Magic Preorder Special

My short story, "Life and Death," was highlighted in this article! I can't stop screaming. The From Ashes to Magic ebook is currently available for preorder for $.99 USD. What are you waiting for?

Book News: “Life and Death”

Brimming with love and betrayal, is the divine romance between Life and Death doomed from the start? Pre-order the From Ashes to Magic e-book here:

Infinite Sunlight

I've gathered the stars for you. I've woven a cloak of infinite sunlight and strung the moon upon a chain for you to wear around your lovely neck. The world's a nightmare; I've made it as enchanting as possible. You refuse to make the dark your home. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights … Continue reading Infinite Sunlight

If the Truth Shatters

I'm done lying about who I am and what I feel to ease your mind. You ask me how I am and who and what I love. I will speak the truth. No more hiding to keep you comfortable. If the truth shatters your glass house, maybe you should've used a stronger material. Copyright © … Continue reading If the Truth Shatters

Screams, Aches, Longings

Screams. An itch, I twitch. Building up with each stroke against the keyboard. I ache. Aches. A soreness, I moan. Growing with every zero in my inbox. I long. Longings. An agony, I whimper. Overflowing with every time I wish not to be alone at night. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. … Continue reading Screams, Aches, Longings


I am better; I still hurt. I am growing; I'm paralyzed. I am strong; My thoughts are darker still. I make jokes and laugh; I'm still dying inside. The difference now? I'm not alone. Call 1-800-273-8255 if you're thinking of ending it all. For more resources, here's a list of worldwide suicide hotlines. You are … Continue reading 1-800-273-8255

Kiss Me, Love Me

Kiss me, love me. Don't leave me out in this weather. Take my hand. I don't need a wedding band. Hold me, mould to me. Please, say our love is forever. Believe in us. You're the one I trust. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may … Continue reading Kiss Me, Love Me

In the Moonlight

In the moonlight, four horsemen, big and stout, swear on the stars to figure this Armageddon thing out. Humanity cheers. The sun shines and reveals the saviors’ forked tails and lies. Copyright © 2019 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner … Continue reading In the Moonlight