What I Feel

I've screamed. I can't stop crying. I've gotten past the numbness, and all that I am now is a chest-ripping mixture of sorrow, love, and regret. I cannot see myself moving on. Even though you must loathe me, you were my home. I was the one who made the mistake of acting like a monster, … Continue reading What I Feel

Panic Chord

I started to feel a deeper soft fluttery joyous thing. Unused to such feelings, I let my fear of the unknown take over and I pulled the panic chord. I realized what I was missing a heartbeat too late. I spewed poison. I made her cry, and now our story might be over. My greatest … Continue reading Panic Chord

Dreadful Little Girl

Dreadful little girl. Disgusting witch. Unfeeling bitch. You’re the cause for all of my misery, and I’ll make you regret that you ever bothered with me. Copyright © 2018 by Nita Pan All rights reserved. This post or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written … Continue reading Dreadful Little Girl